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At the age of 48, I was diagnosed with incurable breast cancer. Ten months later, I was informed that I had also developed “wasting syndrome.” Over time, this cancer cachexia (as it is medically known) has made life as I knew it unrecognizable.
After starting treatment for breast cancer, I immediately noticed my desire to eat fading each day. It took every ounce of energy to eat because I was exhausted and nothing tasted “normal.”
When I went for treatment in January, my doctor noticed I had lost weight and encouraged me to eat whatever I could. And I did try, but I couldn’t hold down my food.
During treatment in February, I was pulled aside and told that I had developed “wasting syndrome” AKA cancer cachexia. My first thought was, I have WHAT??? At this point, I had gone from 130 lbs to 100 lbs from December to February. Not another thing to think about and fight against!
Eating became a chore. Everything about it was hard — preparing meals, smells, the look of food, tasting it. It felt like I was eating paper. I knew something was drastically wrong because I was a bona fide foodie!
Then, eating hard solids began to hurt my throat and chest so I started a liquid diet. I began to have issues with my teeth. So now, in addition to everything else, I have to see a dentist every 3-4 months for a specialized cleaning so that I don’t lose my teeth! All of the “particulars” that I needed to think of and consider felt like a full time job! How can I do all of this and try to maintain a “regular” lifestyle?
Needless to say, the idea of eating, or should I say not eating, has further made me feel isolated and caused significant anxiety and depression.
Socially, things are totally different. I’ve lost friends, the career that I knew, and some of the activities that I love most, which are traveling and community service. We don’t go out much because I’m tired and not comfortable doing the things I used to do.
I hit my rock bottom in March 2021 when I got down to 94lbs from 130 lbs in less than four months.
My biggest fear is the impact that cachexia will have on my overall cancer diagnosis. I wonder about having complications to my illness, dying, leaving my husband, my family and friends, but I’ve realized that I can’t focus on that. My focus is on healing and ensuring that I eat so that my treatment will work! I refuse to give up and I’m determined to rebuild my “new” life!
I am the beneficiary of medical advances that have extended my life and continue to provide options for me to manage my cancer. I am eternally grateful and would ask scientists to continue to do whatever you can to develop potential medicines that can help with the physical and mental changes experienced with cachexia.
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Dear Scientist, cachexia has made my cancer even more difficult. Is it possible to treat its physical and mental effects?
Rochelle shares how cachexia has impacted her life with a scientist working on potential treatments for the condition.